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Written by John Taylor   
Tuesday, 16 April 2013 20:29

As an 18 year old, I felt called to missions, but was unsure how to pursue that calling, the only training I had had was a DTS. After much prayer and discussion with others, it was hard to escape the fact that knowing something of the Bible would be important. How could I hope to explain my faith if I didnt take the time to know it first? So just days before the school was due to begin, I applied to the SBS in Canberra, Australia.

My involvement with SBS did not end with graduation. I felt that I had grown tremendously throughout my year of studying the Bible, and I really wanted to be a part of equipping others. With that in mind I joined SBS staff in 2000, and have been on SBS since with the exception of a few years. Throughout this time, several people challenged me to begin writing, my wife, my mother, several brothers-in-law, and along with all of us at the 2012 North American Hub this last year, Ron.

To my regret, for years I did nothing about those challenges. I felt that giving a lecture was one thing, I was somewhat comfortable with that, but the idea of sitting down and writing a book was a lot more intimidating! I am not a perfectionist, but the idea of my thoughts, my opinions, my interpretations, and my less than perfect grammar; written down for all to see terrified me!

My wife, Christina, continued to challenge me and began writing herself. I began to feel convicted, in honest moments I had to admit that it was pride that was stopping me from at least trying to write. I was afraid to look foolish, and so did nothing. That conviction, together with Christinas example pushed me to begin the process of writing a book. I really enjoy teaching Ecclesiastes, and so I decided to start there. My first effort Ecclesiastes a Successful Search for Meaning was essentially an expansion of my Ecclesiastes lecture - its a short commentary. About a month after completing that, I was asked my thoughts on a whole list of Bible difficulties, and to my astonishment I found that I had responses to many of them, and so I began to write again. This led to a second book Bible Contradictions? and my blog www.biblecontradictions.ca . I am currently working on a third book; the focus is Genesis 1-3.

I want to encourage other SBS staff to share their thoughts through writing. Many of you have spent years, in Gods Word; you have something valuable to offer! You can read articles on writing, and Im sure you are reading lots of things written by others, but at some point if you want to write you need to set the time aside, sit down, and actually begin. Perhaps you will find it helpful to set aside an evening each week where you spend several hours writing. Begin with an article, a topic that you care about, or take a teaching you have coming up and format it, so that it could be presented to someone in written form. A lot can be learnt by beginning, by putting something together, re-reading and editing it, and then having someone comment on it. Your first attempt isnt likely to be a masterpiece, but you have to start somewhere. Dont let a desire for perfection stop you from trying.

 

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Becoming Stronger PDF Print E-mail
Written by Christina Taylor   
Saturday, 23 February 2013 18:10

“What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger.” This quote by Nietzsche, has always annoyed me a little bit. There is truth to this statement, and I do love hearing true stories of resilience, but I don’t think it is completely accurate. What doesn’t kill you can make you stronger or it can leave you injured, crippled, sickly, maimed and incapable of functioning well. In Nietzsche’s case, about a year after he wrote this statement in 1888, he suffered a mental breakdown from which he never recovered till his death. (1)

I don’t think becoming “stronger” just happens naturally as a result of hard circumstances, even for us who believe in God. I know that scripture speaks of trials, hard times and suffering as opportunities for growth in character, but I don’t believe it says that character growth will just happen as a direct result of suffering or hardship. In fact sometimes we see evidence of the opposite happening. Consider the historical background of Hebrews for example and what is said in chapter 12.

At the beginning of this past summer, I was facing hard times, and I wasn’t becoming “stronger”; I started to grapple with the question, “How do I go beyond merely surviving hard times, to coming out stronger." Some of you know the hard times I am referring to, but others don’t, so I will try and share briefly what I mean.

In 2009 my oldest son, was born with a serious heart-condition, we found out the day after he was born, while still in Canberra we were told that he might not make it, but that they were going to airlift us to Sydney for a possible emergency open-heart surgery. While we were waiting for the helicopter to come and take myself and my new baby son to Sydney (John drove up and joined us), I started to question “Why didn’t God prevent this? Why didn’t he heal him all those times I prayed for my child to be born healthy?” Almost immediately, God told me not to even entertain those questions, and I didn’t. I don’t know if I could have faced Will’s hospitalization if I had held on to those questions, instead I clung to God.

Will’s surgery went amazingly well, and we saw many answers to prayer, but we also saw him go through many painful procedures pre-surgery as well as the pain of recovering from open-heart surgery - heart rending things to witness as a parent. One of my most painful memories of this time, is seeing my little baby cry after his surgery, but hearing no sound – his voice-box pinched by the ventilator. He was unable to do the one thing baby’s do best, the only thing they can do to seek comfort and ask for their needs to be met – cry.

Coming out of the hospital I was emotionally worn out, and anxious about the possible complications from his surgery that we needed to be on the look-out for. I was also worried about the emotional impact of all of this on William, especially the times he was separate from us out of medical necessity and the many times we held him down while he cried for various procedures.
Once this crisis was passed, I believe God invited me to ask questions, about suffering, questions that had become more than personal. In this time, 1st Corinthians 15 was such a comfort to me, and the proof of God’s love that I so desperately needed to cling to. Christ has ultimately defeated death and disease, and paid a high price to do so. Having this perspective restored it was easier to get back to a place of thankfulness for Will’s successful surgery.

Now it is November 2012, William is three and there are some serious and frightening questions. regarding his development that we are facing as a family. He isn’t talking much and it is suspected that he has sensory-processing-disorder, motor-planning difficulties and maybe even mild-autism.

We have been taking him to speech-therapy for awhile and since September he has been in a program for children with developmental delays. It is overwhelming to think of all the help that we have received on his behalf here (in Canada) and in Australia, and we are so grateful for it, yet reading the therapy-reports can be a scary experience, discussing the issues the therapists are seeing can be disheartening, and it can be easy to become overwhelmed in another unhealthy and unhelpful way.

As best as I can remember I didn’t struggle with the “why” questions so much this time, but I was almost crushed by anxiety over Will’s future and sorrow over what my son had to deal with. I wanted to get beyond merely surviving to living well, at first to be honest mostly for the sake of my sons, but eventually because I also “remembered” the motivation of glorifying God.

I knew part of the answer was gratitude, and guarding my mind and not giving into fear and so I asked Tamara and Stephanie, if I could teach the book of Philippians, because I needed it's message.  Philippians, as you all know is written to a suffering church, a church that seems somewhat discouraged with their suffering and is struggling with pride, disunity, false teaching and it seems a lack of peace and trust in God. Against this backdrop Paul’s peace, joy and humility shine through, especially considering he himself is facing hard times, in prison.

The Discipline of Giving Thanks & Praying Instead of Worrying:
Following Paul’s advice in chapter 1, I began a discipline of rejoicing, writing a journal modelled after Anne Voskamp’s in 1000 gifts. I tried to pray every time I felt worried (Philippians 4:6-7). It took months before I began to see the results of this practice of giving thanks, it helped to displace anxiety and sorrow in my life, and to experience the peace of God guarding my heart and mind.

Humility & Trust:
I started to pray prayers asking God to work this time out for good in our family, in the lives of others and for his glory, instead of praying prayers laden with fear. My confidence in God and my ability to humbly trust him and entrust my family to him has come as a result of this discipline of thankfulness and prayer. (I still do pray for healing)

Unity:
I so appreciate the many friends and family members who have prayed for us and have taken the time to listen and come alongside us, in the midst of their own troubles. It is true we aren’t meant to walk this life alone.

Reaching Out:
The thought of reaching out can be a challenge, especially when you feel burdened almost beyond functioning, but it is also life-giving and brings perspective to your own situation. I have so much to be thankful for.

Gratitude:
The discipline of giving thanks, has led to more gratitude and more awareness of blessings. The ways others have reached out to us, the assistance we are receiving for the therapists and others and how God himself has reached out and orchestrated situations. Our new neighbour “just happens to be” Will’s preschool director, and a mum of a 14-year-old autistic boy (who is now high-functioning), she is studying neuro-development and is a Christian. Hearing her story has helped me immensely and has given me hope.

Joy & Peace:
The biggest gift is the ability to have joy, to enjoy all the small things that you only get to experience once, rather than focusing on concerns, or uncertainties. I can enjoy shovelling snow with my three-year old. I can watch my little one-year-old, toddling around the house while roaring like a lion. I notice more and enjoy more, there are still uncertainties and sometimes I still give in to fear, but God is helping me grow “stronger” as I learn to put my trust in him.

(1.)Friedrich Nietzsche. (2012, December 3). In Wikipedia, The Free Encyclopedia. Retrieved 21:02, December 7, 2012, from http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Friedrich_Nietzsche&oldid=526141521
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